Posting on my blog has been sparodic lately. I think that it stems mainly from the last few months being a time when I’m in a bit of a flux and don’t really know what to write about. In the larger scope of things, its partly because I’m working on getting my life to move [...]

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Know why I laugh at every single goddamned thing in my life? Because half the time, shit that happens is so fucking pathetic, if I didn’t laugh, I’d cry and I’d never stop crying. So I laugh. Because laughter is better for your health and quality of life than crying. Because when you feel like [...]

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I’ve noticed that my second post for Project 52 somehow isn’t loading for the image. I’m trying to fix that right now but it involves some voodoo of loading software and transferring pictures from Amelie, my blackberry, to Nikita, my new laptop.
Oh and I have a new laptop. Her name is Nikita. I think it’s [...]

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I woke up this morning in a major crankfest. Thought I’d put it down in words here. I hate feeling like my life is in a limbo. Its the feeling of waiting, that the time has not come for me yet. To have my life, to have the career I want, to be DOING something [...]

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I go to sleep afraid because I know I’ll wake up with a moment where I forget everything and it feels like life hasn’t changed yet. And then the change hits me and I panic.
This too shall pass. But until it does, I don’t know what to say or do.

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I’m down with the flu again. This would make it the second time in a month that I’ve caught the damned flu. That’s kinda a pain in the ass, don’t you think? Especially since every time I catch a cold or the flu, I get a ear infection along with it and going down the [...]

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Dear Neighbor upstairs,
Yes, you, the one with the fucking karaoke set that has been going on since about 8pm tonight. It was somewhat amusing at first. Your seemingly drunken warbling (I pray to god you are indeed drunk because that warbling? Would be horrific on a sober person) amused me for the short time between [...]

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In the lead up to today, there’s been a lot of long talks with friends and thinking and plenty of panicky moments early in the morning in bed when I realize that change is happening and I have to make the decision to go with it. Because without change, we cannot grow and lessons are [...]

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because sometimes, I don’t quite seem to learn. Good lord, I am tired. Weird sleep for a few days does that to a person. *YAWN*

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1. My left eye has swollen up to epic proportions thanks to my dust allergy. No one EVER takes me seriously about the dust even when this happens. Its bloody annoying. I’ve got to work in glasses and look scary. GAH.
2. I borrowed my mom’s iPod Nano and the bloody thing has taken to producing [...]

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