Grumpy…

Date May 10, 2010

I’m down with a major case of grumps again. I seem to come down with them quite a bit this year. This time, the cause of 3 weeks of breaking my training schedule because I was exhausted and sick. Somehow it seems like a constant battle between my mental and physical needs. Its always a [...]

Hello…

Date April 25, 2010

I’m back after a weekend of no computers, minimal cell phone use and all that jazz. Being back feels like a nasty jolt and has me exhausted all over again. Not to mention, the residual tiredness from last week, the low blood pressure (my legs are still going numb randomly), nausea and funky stomach has [...]

The Barefoot Monologue

Date March 12, 2010

The Blackberry rings. Its 7a.m. Oh bloody heck. Yes, three terrific words to start the day with. Between sleeping at 1 a.m. and waking up every other goddamned hour to pee because the bloody collagen pills you’re taking for your knee requires you to drink 1.5l of water minimum consistently throughout the day (no, you [...]

Thailand braces for mass ‘red shirt’ protests

Date March 11, 2010

“Thailand has mobilised about 40,000 security personnel ahead of mass rallies by “red shirt” opposition protesters over the coming days.” – from BBC Well, hello 2008, all over again. Only this time, I’m not in Thailand. Seeing news like this makes me happy I’m no longer living there. But that makes me sad because Thailand [...]

A new drink and some…

Date March 11, 2010

A little woozed out after a long day and much tiredness. Went to run at the Evans road track with some friends yesterday. Was pretty terrific, got about 4 km in and then we decided to give barefoot running a try. Honestly, as icked out as I may be about the idea of running BAREFOOT [...]

Reset

Date February 11, 2010

Posting on my blog has been sparodic lately. I think that it stems mainly from the last few months being a time when I’m in a bit of a flux and don’t really know what to write about. In the larger scope of things, its partly because I’m working on getting my life to move [...]

Just a note

Date January 24, 2010

I’ve noticed that my second post for Project 52 somehow isn’t loading for the image. I’m trying to fix that right now but it involves some voodoo of loading software and transferring pictures from Amelie, my blackberry, to Nikita, my new laptop. Oh and I have a new laptop. Her name is Nikita. I think [...]

Crankfest

Date January 12, 2010

I woke up this morning in a major crankfest. Thought I’d put it down in words here. I hate feeling like my life is in a limbo. Its the feeling of waiting, that the time has not come for me yet. To have my life, to have the career I want, to be DOING something [...]

Sunday Blues

Date January 10, 2010

After two days of bad attempts at sleeping for more than 4 hours each and also a lot of alcohol, I’m winding down at home. Waiting for classes to start. Waiting for work to start. Waiting and wondering about my life. I feel like everything’s still in a transitional stage and the instability of it [...]

I haven’t words right now…

Date January 6, 2010

I go to sleep afraid because I know I’ll wake up with a moment where I forget everything and it feels like life hasn’t changed yet. And then the change hits me and I panic. This too shall pass. But until it does, I don’t know what to say or do.